Cold Sunday Night, 20112011

It feels really good to be back blogging and i guess i should start coming back to do a daily entry on this online dairy.

Feeling upset now because boyfriend n i had an argument. Yes, over his future plans and job again. We can never come to agree with each other on that and it is kinda getting nowhere each time that topic is brought up.

School is doing good for me and lecturer was nice to give me a pass on my first module exam. I am telling myself to strive for a 70% percentile for my next 3modules. I want to make sure i came to take up this course because i want to bring something out of this course i am doing at the end of it. I will prove to people that i can succeed in life. Everything in life have not been going on well and my elder brother ignored me since a month back. I do not know what i did wrongly or said wrongly but oh well, my younger brother was right. Just live your life. Why care about things that don't make you happy. A really good lesson i learnt from him. Thanks brother (:

What an April

Flying off to Bangkok with Stephanie, Thomas & Yeh Kai.
Just before the trip comes, things start falling apart right in my eye.
All these years, i am taught to be strong and depend on myself and no one else regardless of anything.
Sometimes you wish you are better off like your friends. No worries about your future.
Unlike now, i have to be sure which path i want to go and worry about my future before future even arrives.
Yes, things are just that bad. Who to blame? Nobody.

Said enough, too tired to say, to think.

Sunday Afternoon (: Sick :(

Hello earthlings! I haven't been blogging for awhile uh ? Oh well, i am sorry to those who still check out on my blog thou. I have been doing fine and yes of course i kept switching jobs! AHHHH ~ yeshhh i know it is not something good, but i have my plans to study already ! Be happy for me! :D


Alright. since girlfriend Stephanie have got her wishlist stated in her blog. I should start mine too. People, get ready uh ! :D LOL ! Anyway, i am feeling really happy because i have understanding girlfriends, strict yet nice mummy and a all time loving me always, boyfriend ! :D :D


I'm going Bangkok pretty soon !! Ohmygod, i just cannot wait to get myself soak in the sun at Bangkok and all time favorite shopping ((: ((: I want to travel more! That is if i am able to save to go. Haha i believe i will and i can ! :D

January 25 ' 2011

I am back with blogger again ! & other than the reason that i wanna say exactly what my heart feels, it's just you and me i wanna talk about without any other people getting knowing about it.

Same question i have been asking myself and even before we got together. I wonder a lot and sometimes it is so confusing i do not know if i am the right one for you. Sometimes, the thought of the question leads to a breakdown. I really wish i can find an answer to it.